Hating You At 10, Loving You At 11... Poem by Eman Awad

I know i've loved you a thousand times before,
that i fell for you only and i got swept away.
And i know i felt that i hate you even more,
that i wished to say goodbye and walk away.
I know that i love you a million times,
just in the single minute and hate you after.
I know that i write you so many poems with ryhmes,
and they all show my love in the days of laughter.
Then they show my misery in the days of sadness,
that people pray for me to get over you so fast.
You are the main reason for my madness,
you are the dream i hate but i hope for to last.
Every little thing you do,
dwell my mind till i can understand it in a good way.
You are an angel that it's through,
i can't believe that you can lie to me or betray..
And even now when we're not together,
i know in my heart that it was never the end.
I still believe your promise that forever,
you'll love me, and being so cruel is just a pretend.
I hated you at ten,
just to love you and miss you badly at eleven.
It's you within,
it's you my love the world i live in...