Have To Be Strong Poem by Nouri Queen

Am setting with ma whole fam
with this big fake smile on ma face
Acting cool and happy
Chatting with every one
And everybody around me keep laughing n smiling
But the truth

I feel like there a fire inside me
I don’t know wat to do
I feel like am drowning in to deep water
I can’t breath, I can’t shout, I can’t cry
I can not lose ma self
I have to be strong no matter
How many time am dieing from inside
I have to keep smiling coz I no
Am alone in ma own house
And with ma own family
Lock in ma own world
No matter how hard I try to fit in this world
I will always feel alone like
A stranger stand at the end of the road