Have You Ever Felt? Poem by Carrie Salazar

Have you ever been so broken
that you just want to bleed
bleed to feel alive
to have that control.
Have you felt so
Broken and confused
so lost and hurt
so angry and sad
then the razor helps you
feel like there is hope
it helps stops the emotions
the pain the hurt the confusion
the pain you can not handle
have you ever felt like you were drowning
drowning in a sea of the abyss
and you can not get out
then you realize the razor is always there
that it helps you escape that anger you feel
the anger and hurt you feel towards the ones that hurt you
the ones that you just want to love you
do you ever think about feeling the razor
cut a neat crimson beaded line on your skin
watching as the blood flows
then the razor becomes the haven you always wanted
the haven that now you run to when anything goes wrong
so have you ever felt like the way I do?