Have You Ever Wondered... Poem by Michelle Guza

Have you ever wondered what went on inside my head
Have you ever tried to figure out just what I meant in the words that I said
The words I of my choice always mean something else other then what you first hear
Its as if it something that you need to read in a mere
I speak praying to be heard, but its as if I never said a single word
Have you ever stopped to wonder what I wanted to say when that look was on my face
Have you ever wondered how much it made my mind race
The things that make me think and not talk are the things worth saying
Cant you see me on the ground laying
I want to say the words that wont come out, maybe one day them I will shout
Have you ever wondered why I feel the way I feel
Have you ever wondered why the heart wounds wont heal
The things that I feel deep in the body hurt me all through
I need someone to listen to my heart and understand too
This pain is felt deep in my heart, just counting down the days till I fall apart
Have you ever wondered what this girl feels, all I hear is barking seals
Have you ever wondered what this girl wants to say, all I see is you come and go as you may
Have you ever wondered what makes this girls cry, could it be because you told her a lie?