Have You Felt Like Me? Poem by skitzophrenic lost

Have you ever loved someone so much
That you would throw away everything for?
Have you ever hurt so bad
That you don't want to breathe anymore?
The worst part is having no idea
What you did that was so wrong
The feeling of not wanting to live another second
Or hovering over your phone waiting for a call
But you keep hoping things will change
And the phone never rings
You feel so betrayed and hurt
That you try and scream but it doesn't work
She's on your mind every second
But your not on hers for even one