Heart And Soul Poem by Anita Grassrope

Every blood that sheds
every pain that aches
every soul has this energy
to break free from this horrow of life
to bleed in this very deed
crying out loud
saying pain is life,
so devasted everytime.
Can't explain the meaninglessly
heart breaking soul
i shut my eyes just to scream it all out,
i have to break free from pain,
but every corner i turn
the pain aches
trying to run from my heart and soul
this pain inside me can't be explained
it rots, it feeds
running through my veins
nobody hears
nobody cares
all it does is torture me,
the one thing that i can't hide from
it finds me, just wanting to destroy me
to see tears flowing each night,
loosing the hope that came and left again.
The rage of determination
the sound of lifetime souls,
cursing every dream i have
thinking death is the only answers to my questions,
the moment i do something about it,
it crushes down my confidence
going where no one else goes,
feeling eager to cut & bleed,
dripping, and trapped of thinking
these suicide episodes
that runs through my brain cells,
time is ticking
all the f***ing creeps staring at me
the anger inside me indeed,
of the blood flowing deep,
ripping myself control being.

By: Anita M. Grassrope
(aka)
Twisted Confuse Freak