Hesitation (2nd Time) Poem by Vanessa Kingsley

Three seconds like three years
Right now I don’t know how I feel
So mad
So hurt
So betrayed
What’s happening is so insane
Fool me once
Shame on you
Fool me twice
Shame on me
In the end I’m really to blame
I make excuses for you
I make excuses for him
I make excuses so I can keep playing pretend
You said you’d never hurt me
You know he said the same thing
So tell me why I’m crying
Your hesitation
Told me the whole truth
This is the 2nd time
I thought that you were –
You’re supposed to love another guy
Why’d you take mine a 2nd time?
A second time around
And nothing has changed
I will never be able to look at you the same
Trust has been broken
Our bond is disappearing
I am not fighting
You knew all along
So f*cking tired
So f*cking pissed
I can’t stand you two
At f*cking all
I don’t give a f*ck how you feel
Nothing you felt has ever been real
Lies and lies and lies I bought
Finally I saw through the smoke
I cannot do this any longer
Not the 2nd time around
Not the 2nd time around
NOT THE 2ND TIME AROUND!