Hidden Beneath Life Poem by nim dane

Its often that I m unable to express
The feelings of my heart
Those times of despair and distress
when evrythin’s so hard
even the times of bliss
when I wear a smile on my face
and nothing goes amiss
even when things are moving at a fast pace
I often wonder what is it in my mind
That stands like a wall betwixt
Me and the myself that I have to find
Why is it that I get lost in that mist
Of dark oblivion and feel abjectly exasperated
As I fail even after several tries
All my hopes are incinerated
As I find myself hidden beneath worldly lies
I feel like I have been tied with strings
And I am dancing like a puppet
on the music that this world sings
but I am yet to discover, I haven’t met
The real me, hidden inside
I have to set out in its search
To make everything rectified
Have to follow this one hunch
And untie all those knots
With my own hands that I have tied
To untangle this web of plots
Which has stretched out wide
I am hidden beneath my life
But now its high time that I came outside