Hideing The Hurt Poem by ashley roberts

My tears are now dry but they are still falling
My heart is screaming my voice stopped calling
I smile now because its the pain i am ignoring
When you practice saying to everyone i am okay
You convince yourself the pain as gone away
In the back of your head you know your stalling

To say to someone that everything you lived is a lie
To be able to act strong still evan if you want to die
When they are out of sight all you can do is sit and cry
You hope that one day this pain will end and pass by

I ware this face where i hold in the tears to act like i don`t care
I know that all of my hurting years in my life i can never repair
Still by myself i look life in the eyes i just sit there and i stare
Because if i don`t this life i`m living can be to much to bare