History Poem by Dislocated Heart

Whirlwinds are twisting,
chaos within my mind turning,
releasing every bit of love,
I'm simply losing.

Heavy my heart may be,
but I love you endlessly.
My words say 'I'm fine'
but I can't even close my eyes.

Dim dark world,
which I choose to live in.
Wishing for you to shine,
as I bask in your glory.

Await the day when you finally see,
All and which you mean to me.
Tightly I hold on,
Till that day I'm history.