Hospital Heart Break... ≪/3 Poem by Drack Valentine

I walked through those glass doors holding hands with you
never ever to know what was really going inside and through
Your minds sharks did swim with bitter sadness
Biting and rending with a black madness

Oh how I wish I never knew you
This pain and discomfort
Is something you were privy to
I was not prepared for that in a grey palace of stone
Holding hands king and Queen, unprepared to be dethroned

They held you in that grey room as I was in mine
I heard your screams knowing full well we would never really be fine

What came next I can't ever forget
Walking in to see you hurt and my heart of regret
Monique... I love you and always will
As I said that your eyes of fears

Stared daggers at me, full of tears
My heart pierced your words cutting more with your leers
WHY did it have to be this way?
This I never wanted or could conceive
I am sorry with all my being
of this you have to believe

You said you forgave me and didn't mean those things
I knew better, of course it's obvious
one does not just forget dreams

So hate me I deserve nothing more
For alas I am not strong
And incapable of love like before

It is true I did abandon you when I left through those doors
You couldn't of known behind them sat
a slumped mess on cold floors

It was there I swore NEVER AGAIN!
I left my heart right along with my humanity
For I really am a cold hearted monster
Who's only good at depravity: '(

Dearest Moni... I am sorry
I can never make it up to you
So I hereby swear with any heart I do break
I will dedicate
those tears to you....