Hosstess Poem by A Dark Lifetime ...

For all the pain you made me feel
For all the time i though it was real
I cant do this on my own
I cant bare this all alone
For every tear that left my eyes
Million tears just like your million lies
Raven dark is not dark enough
Noir black will take me rough

I am so scared
So alone so lost
Dont want to be raped
So alone with my soul
What a horrible host

For all my screams that fade away
For all my scratches who came on the way
For all the stupid scars
For all the stupid accidents in cars
People killing people bleeding
No one cares no ones needing
Why do I even pretend
Soon I will fall I will be dead

I am so damn alone
So damaged so so lost
Down want to be it all along
So alone with this broken soul
What a terrible host

' I can make you happy.... Just let me stay
Let me stay with you.'