Hostage Poem by A Dark Lifetime ...

I am begging you to leave me today
Im tired of crying and feel this way
I dont think love can save ous after all
I just beg you to let it go, let it fall

Hit me as hard as you can I wont get hurt
Change me as much as you want I wont get your curse
Lie as much as you want I wont belive you
Scream as much as you can I wont belive its true

I am begging you please let me go
I dont want to scream any more
I know hate is grown deep in our eyes
I know that all your words was lies

Scratch me as much as you want I wont bleed
Hate me as much as you can, your love I dont need
Rape me as much as you want I wont be drowned
Push me down as hard as you can I wont look down

I am begging you dont kill me now
I know that I will be saved soon somehow
I know that my love is burning under my skin
Turned to hate with a lovley, stupid grin

Hurt me as much as you can I wont cry
Make me try to kill them all I wont try
Stabb me as hard as you can I wont scream
Hold me captured as long as you can I wont give up my dream