How Can You? Poem by kalyan mech

How can you entice
My barbarous heart?
By a little weeping
Or by a shower of babbling mouth.

He is mad, doesn't understand
The message of a rising sun,
An onus of a falling leaf.

He loves to observe
How your shyness order your eye's lids
To shut your vision.

A selfish louse is perturbing
My severe meditation,
Some thick zits are destroying
My innocent character.
But i can't selfishly
Allow them to get killed
Between your two finger-nails.

Yes i am too selfish.
My life prayer are limited within me.
'Lord since you have given me
The birth as a human
Give me the right also to get killed as a human.

My soul is not that strong.
I can't raise a voice
To ask both hands of Orpheus.
I can't name the path on me
That Kalidasa trended.

I am a restless stillness,
A desired curve of a river,
A rising sun's hope for a dusk.

How can you love me?