How Could Poem by ESPN CHICK

How could I be so blind
And not see all those lies
That were right in front of me all along

How could it be that you would do this to me
After all I trusted you
But you just let me sit there and look like a fool that I am


How could you sit there and let me think that I was in love with you
From the beginning to the end I swear you were the one that I wanted forever
Much love indeed I was until I found out the true side of you


How could my heart betray me
Making me think it was beating for you and only you
Thought of you all the time and it felt like you were my everything I'd ever wanted


How could this happen to me
After all I was broken and I guess I thought you would fix me
Thought you would make me whole

How could I listen to those words
They sounded so good
And it felt like my pain was slowly going away but I guess your words were just hypnotizing

From the first time we talked you took away my breath
Then from there I was love struck by you
Felt like you were the one I needed and the one I've been looking for

Was I ever wrong, indeed I was so wrong
Live and learn that's what I've got to do now
But how can I start over with the thoughts of you surrounding me feels like there is no air around me

How could I sink this low
You meant so much to me and I wish you could see
That I was falling for you the first year that we'd started talking

How could you leave me last night
After you asked me one simple question
You left me hanging and I want to know why did you leave me without saying good bye



May 13,2008