How Do I Love Poem by Athena Macknight

I look in the mirror
Wishing to see nothing at all
Hoping for the day someone will love me
Hoping for the day i care
Hoping i wake up
And no fake Friends are there
I wasted all my time with them
I use to think the world of them
Acussing me of doing wrong
When they messed it all up
I lost respect for them
and myself
looking in the mirror and see what they saw
Fat and dumb
I want to love
but now I realize in order to love someone else
I must love myself for me