How Do I? Poem by Loretta Doyle Smalley

How do I forget the pain that was caused by you?
I know that I caused you pain to, but I would never walk out on you.
We kept things from eachother.
Which instead of keeping secrets we should have shared them with eachother.
How do I forget how I felt when we were one?
I felt happy when you were around.
I felt safe with you.
I was not meaning to fall for you, but I did.
I fell in-love with you.
I got scared.
How do I stop feeling so bad?
How do I stop blaming myself?
How do I deal with the fact that you are gone?
How do I deal with the fact that we just wasn't meant to be?
I didn't know how much I loved you until you were gone.
I miss you truly.
Everything that I am saying is the honest to God's truth.
I will always love you.
You will always be apart of me.