How Do You Fix It? Poem by Kasia Fedyk

When things are broken and out of place
how do you fix it?
when dreams you held in your hands so dearly
suddenly-you-yourself destroyed them
how do you fix it?
bandage won't do
only covers the wounds
how do you fix, what your mind has created
in a state of illusion
when love became an open space for distraction
how do you heal all the shuts
into your own heart
that your own guns
have inflicted upon
how do you make it whole again
like the sky in its bluest state
with no blemish
-this is what happens
when blame does not exist
and harmony strives

Is it me or just a voice
of another heart
how do I tell when love becomes
-unconditional
how do I tell when let go
or hold to the most
precious parts of what
a heart contents

What if that part walked out
and you no longer find yourself
a part of it.
how do you tell which one's?
it is so hard

Oh God's voice
call upon me-
call upon my chambers
of all the vessels
in my being
for what is worth my will
when only your commands
I want to fallow

Oh God make it whole for me
and for my Beloved
I hold so close to my heart.