How Do You Tell The One You Love? Poem by Jara Son of Ahaz

How do you tell the one you love?
When all you love is all wrong
When your not much of a catch
Love might be all one way
But, she makes you laugh
Raises you from the deepest lows
Squashes anger with a single smile
The look of her piercing eyes
Of course there are concerns
She says she loves you
But your not her type
There is the other guy
The distractions
But she always calls you
Your the need in crisis
Is it need, or use
So I go on wondering
Pining for something not
But I'm still smiling
I am in control
Love is bereft of control
It hijacks your heart
I had it once
Two decades of bliss
Death took her
So I'll push on
Love lost now
Waits across the veil
In Gods embrace
When darkness becomes light