Hurt, Lost, Confuse. I Miss You Nana Poem by Reba Hurt

So confused, so hurt, so lost
I ask so many questions
With little to no answers
Depression and tears are the truth
Smiling but hurting to cover

Sitting here wondering why this
So lost, so confused, why me?
My nana gone for life
Forever here in my heart
Her memories is where she will stay

Now I live the homeless life
Thought i had a boyfriend that cared
But he was just a heartbreaker
No family left now but my friends are here
Without my two best friends I wouldnt be here

Trying to take this in all at once
So stressed and hurting for life
My nana passing away, no family left
Losing what i had, being homeless
All too much for me to live through

Missing my nana everyday
Cant believe that she's already gone
Miss talking to her everyday
Getting advice from her
She was always there for me

Now without her Im scared
Who do I go to now for advice?
Friends are there but still not the same
She's watching over me I know
But it'll never be the same as her being here

So lost, so confused, so hurt
When will it end or will it?
Afraid its not going to end
Without nana I dont know anything
May not be able to make it without her

I miss my nana so much
It wasnt her time to go
Why did he have to take her?
I wonder everyday why her?
So lost, so confused, so hurt