Hurting Poem by The Leprechaun

When you say you'll be there
you are not, you are scared
the things i say an do
might be the last for me to
the way you act around me
the way your so cruel
how i feel when I'm with you
how it feels to be in your arms
numbness now, the pain I get when your here
hurting is what I fear
insults I get from your friends, from you
why I run away from you
why I am not here anymore
hurting, is how I am dealing with this pain from you
hurting is what I do to myself when your not around
hurting, the way I dont want to feel but do.
hurt is how i feel

(12/1/11)