Chris Clingman (01/28/1993 / Ohio)

When it hurts so bad, why does it feel so good? I wish this all made sense, I wish I understood. Not having you here with me is tearing me up inside, but I can? t stop thinking about you no matter how hard I try. You know how I feel about you, and I know I want to spend the rest of my life with you, but it? s so hard to do when I can? t even be next to you. Why does it gotta be so complicated? Loving you feels so right, but at the same time, knowing I can? t have you keeps me awake at night. I just want this to be simple, I just want you here with me, to look into your eyes, be held in your arms? then I? d truly be happy. Right now this distance between us is out of our control, but I? m still hoping one day soon, I? ll get what I? m wishing for.