I Am Damned Poem by Chanja Cassini de Thury

I am damned
A forgotten little girl
Left to rot
Left to die
Left to kill
Left to cry
I am not me
A mirror of my horrid self
I am damned
To stay alone
I am just so unloving prone
And here I sit upon my hellish throne
Bleeding others to the bone
With no one to share it with
I am damned
Where I live
And what I feel
No one will accept its real
No one hears the wicked whispers drifting through the night
Only to wake up with the malicious touch to their sweet faces
The fright, the fright
I am damned
Marked
With only blood and sin
My life is a satin stain
Expressed with simply sorrow and pain
And the sky, oh so black not blue
Is such a dreadful, unfortunate hue
I was hoping for another world
I was hoping for life
And I was hoping for more than I have
But I know
And I will always know
I am damned