I Am Going To Smile Poem by suraj barkul

living alone for me has become like a habit,
but the change in me is not bad not even a bit

people didnt try to understand why am i doing this,
no one asked the reason whom do i really miss

yes i miss someone very close to my heart,
she is actually my life's most important part

today i sit alone remembering her remembering about our past,
i keep on blaming time why did it pass so fast

my heart aches with sadness and all my tears will flow,
what it meant to loose her no one will ever know

i wish there was a way i could go back in time,
to hold her in my arms cuz she is just mine

bt now i am going to let her go in style,
and even if it kills me i am going to smile