I Am No Different.... Poem by Eva Clara Harahap

I wish I am no different..
Than a real family to you...
Someone you can rely on..
A shoulder you can cry on...

I wish I am no different...
Than a best friend to you...
Someone you can ask for anything...
Someone you can talk about everything..

During this difficult time...
You dont include me...
You keep everything for yourself...
I am crying, knowing you close the door...

I open every pages of our friendship...
You are the one for me...
You are the friend i have been waiting for..
You are the morning of my life...

Seeing how discreet you are now...
I begin to wonder...
Do you ever trust on our friendship?
Do you ever put your faith on me?

I cry in my sleep..
I miss you even more...
Have you ever miss someone until the day turn into night?
Have you ever had a constant worry until all light fade away?
Have you ever imagine how i fight to not cry every night?

If you do...
Let me be in your painfull journey..
Include me in all your tears and worry..
Dont ask me to be no different than anybody else...

I wish you know...
Since the first time I met you...
I wish I am no different...
Than every special person in your family...
Someone who holds your hands...
Tell you endlessly I love You So Much...

I wish you will know that someday...
I am willing to do anything for you..
Anything at all...

I wish I am no different...
Than a real family to you...
Everything then will be simpler...

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