I Am Not Right Poem by Vlad Mutuleanu

I am not right,
Something is broken from inside,
I am a curse, I am a demon
The world is not right for me
I am not right for it either.

Yet I am human
I feel love and hope,
So foolish though,
Every time it gets bright
The demon breaks out.

I belong to you
You are my friends
But then I hurt you
And I don`t want to
But I still do.

And then I am alone
The outcast I really am,
You don`t look at me
I get sad, I get lonely
And no one cares about me.

I pick myself up
And give it another shot
But it`s always just the same
I hope, I love, I care
And then somehow I`m alone.

Why do I try?
I don`t know
Should I instead be alone?
I try but it is hard
I try but never enough.

I cannot die
Not now, not yet
But the circle is the same
I give and give you all,
Yet I get nothing in return.

Some dignity, respect and honor
Even a demon can possess,
The world around me is so fake
Yet I believe and I believe
In it a demon can exist.