I Am Sorry To Myself Poem by krishna kumar

May be you found something special in him, which I may lack
May be he impressed you before I could
I was a fool for I wasted the golden chances to express my feelings when you are near me...
When I opened my dreaming eyes to reality you are gone
You have already said good bye while I was still calling your name
I was so hurt when I let you go but
Not as much as when I still loved you even after letting you go
I was not angry with you for chosing him
I am angry at myself for I couldnt impress you
I do not hate you because you do not love me
I hate myself because I couldnt make you to love me
I promised that I wouldnt hurt myself
But I am sorry to myself because I cant stop loving you...