I Ask Myself Poem by Lexy Sogl

I ask myself
Why
Why you?
You
With your abnormal little habits
Your sly little smile
That makes me assume
You know everything
I don’t

I had him
The man who was right
In every approach
He followed all the rules
He gave me everything
He loved me

So why not him?
Why does my heart ambush me in this triangle
I wish not to be in
Why make me plummet into harms way?
All for this
one man
I can’t possibly have