I Can'T Let Him Go Poem by camila dulce

I looked at him for the first time, and not noticing
I would fall in love with him I looked away.
I now sit at home only thinking about him.
Why is it that I can't let him go?
I know realize he is never coming back, and begin to cry.
He was my first, my first at so many things.
But the one thing I will always remember, is
that he was my first 'True Love.'
I did things not thinking of the outcome, and now I am left home all alone.
I just can't let him go.
Why is it that he can act like nothing is wrong, and say 'I Love You? '
Does it even mean anything?
If he read this, would he show this to all of his friends?
I just don't know anymore!
All I know is that I love a guy.
And for that reason......
'I Can't Let Him Go'

My First True Love had cheated on me.
we were together for three years.=(