I Cry Poem by Adrianna Rorie

I cry myself to sleep at night trying to figure out why
do I feel like it'a my time to die sometimes I just
want to cry while my heart dies from the pain
that has been set opon me if only he knew
what is within me and underneath my thick skin
thru all the things he put me thru i still stuck thru all the
pain that is heart has brought me
but all i get is bloody sheet and
9 months that i have to spend with a pumkin
18 years to see the face someone is much like me than it should be
please tell me why do i have to feel this hurt
what is within me will change me dramatically and now physical my hurt has a heart like his now the pain will never fade
even if I tell no one will ever believe a word i say
so i tell no one and i have no choice but to live with this pain
if only he knew what was within me.