I Do Not Expect From The Govt. Of India, What Have I Got Even After Writing For 25 Yrs. Seriously? Poem by Bijay Kant Dubey

I do not expect anything else from the govt. of India,
Nor do I have any faith in its systems,
As what have they given to me
For serving literature selflessly and anonymously
Spending from my own pocket,
Without getting a grant or assignement
As they who do not deserve are given awards
And those which of mine turning into dust
Do not matter to them,
Let the time come,
I am waiting for that
As it is definite
I shall return the awards given by it
To me someday.