I Do Not Know! Poem by Neeharika Sharma

I do not know
Why am I behaving like this
I say
I do not love him
Then why am I feeling
Jealous
Why, why, why

What belongs to me
Is just mine
I can not share
He says, he loves me
Then why he leaves things bare?

He says
I wanted him to change
So that I can feel comfortable
He says
He is just making me
Remain at ease

I do not know
If he is right or wrong
If I am the reason
Then why am I feeling torn

I should be happy
That he is away from me
Behaving the way
I always wanted him to be

Then why am I feeling
Jealous
Why, why, why? ? ? ?