I Don'T Belong Here Poem by EmoKid Beyond

I search everywhere to find a place where I belong, but this isn't the place.
I can't find a place where I am accepted.
I hear you scream and begging me not to go.
All you see me walking out of this place telling I won't be back.
I can't see or feel the place where my heart belong, but when I think of death my heart smiles.
I feel like death is my home where I belong.
You tell me not to pull the trigger you kiss me, but I run out the door.
I don't know where I belong.
My heart is ripping me to pieces.
I cry every night because I don't know where I belong.
Girl I try to make you happy, but all I do is make you cry.
If I can't make you happy then I don't belong here with you.
My heart is falling into the darkness I cry and scream in pain.
I can't smile.
I can't sleep.
I can't let go and fall to my death.
I cry wondering if your my home where my heart belong.
I can't take it anymore.
I look at the picture of you and whisper I love you into the end of time.
Then I cry while screaming I hurt you everyday by being alive.
Drinking doesn't numb the pain.
Where do I belong because I don't belong here.
I try to let go and fall to my death, but I don't wanna lose you.
I cry wondering if you still love me and if I belong here with you.
Your my everything I try to make you smile, but all I do is make you cry.
A razor blade to take the pain away.
My body is cover in these scars of memories and nightmares.
Ii grab my stuff and get in the car.
I drive away, and hide from you.
My heart tells me to go back and so I drive home to see you.
I started crying when I saw you kiss another.
I drink into my soul is un pure.
My heart is killing. I slice my throat and write I love you and I am sorry in my blood and tears roll down my cheeks as I bleed to death.
You break down crying.
I was right I didn't belong anywhere expect dead.
Now I am gone from here forever.