I Don'T Know Who I M Poem by Sweta Leena Panda

I don't know who I am
What's wrong with me
Even if i never hurt any one
I always get hurt more & more
However i always want to prove myself
still every time i face problem
I can't understand
I can't change myself what other's want
I want to be how i am
I can't give up my dream
What ever the situation may be
The way i follow what my heart says to me
I never ever wants to cheat anyone
Neither i want to lie to public
Nor I want to show up as if i know everything
I love & care what my god has given to me
Still everyone hurts me badly
Sometimes i little bit short temper
still i manage it by telling sorry
I never cry for rude words
i cry for why people become my enemy
without harming them
sometimes i want god should listen my words
shows me path to overcome from this tear & fear
Many times in my dream i see something
which gives me hope for next day
i feel may GOD indirectly help me
As i am true & honest for him
sometimes i want to be an angle
Spread love ever where
I learn from my life
I learn how to smile
I learn how to make others smile
I learn how to tell sorry
I learn make others life beautiful
I learn to honest & true to others
I say what comes in my mind
Just wait
I just realize something is wrong with me
I don't know who I am
And who really I want to be