I hold back,
so much love that I have for you,
because of the fear of loss,
fear of denial.
I wanted to give up,
I wanted to surrender,
I wanted to stop fighting for you.
The fear of rejection,
eating me up inside,
where I might be left alone in the dark tunnel.
Blindly,
I stumble along the way,
to the place where I own nothing but your love.
I give a thought,
I'm willing to bear the pain
So my dear..
I will let you go,
pretend like nothing had happened.
It's my fault,
for wanting something I can't have,
for desiring forbidden love.
This poem has not been translated into any other language yet.
I would like to translate this poem
Thank you so much Kaylin.