I Dont Blame You! ! ! ! Poem by Joey Habib

You are the one who made me feel the way i always wanted to feel
you made me feel better than i have ever felt
better than i imagined i could feel
it actually scared me
scared me to the point of paralysis
when you offered yourself to me
i failed
the failure drove me to destruction
i destroyed you
destroyed myself
destroyed the two of us together
i destroyed the hope of a future
im surprised you even speak my name now
or acknowlege my existence
i dont blame you...