I Dream... Poem by Magic What'sHerName

I dream so deep
While I sleep
Hopeing I'll never have to wake up
I don't like reality
It scares me.

I dream about you
Wishing I could tell you
Everything about how I feel
But you'd break my heart
And I probably won't heal.

I dream about my mom and dad
But they make me so sad
How can I be this bad?
Why am I such a nobody to them?
Why am I just so stupid as I am?
Why won't they understand?

I dream about my brother
He looks just like our father
He makes me mad
And then I cry
I'm too sad
To lie.

I dream about my sister
Also dreaming of a mister
Hopeing he could heal my heart
But never rip it apart
Praying I'll have my smile back
Because it's happiness I lack.