I Faked ♥ ♥ Poem by Maya Hershey

Would it hurt you deeply if you knew,
that I doubted in every moment I spent with you,
that I faked a smile to make you feel better too,
that it's me that was meant to slew,
that every secret I shared wasn't even true,
that all my feelings to you have just flew,
that I pity you, and the love I had was few,
that I feel shame and disgust by all the things you do,
that we're just different, and 'us' was meant to doom? ..
How does it feel to be fooled?
How does it feel to be drooped? ...

Yet... you still look up for me,
you still have hope that love could be,
that it's never you, that it's always we,
that your eyes feel joy when it's me you see,
that you still have passion towards me and belief,
that everytime I cry.. I feel you grieve,
that Iam the one who takes away your breeze,
that you can't stand it when I have to leave,
that Iam the one who makes your heart beat,
to know that Iam the one who's gonna make it all tear,
to know that everytime you smile.... It kills me inside so deep....♥ ♥