I Guess I Love You Poem by Desiree Whitamore

ive really got to stop these 'poems'
ive got to man up and breathe.
i just want you to know i love you
and thanks for loving me.

and even though i can't see you
and i get so damn scared.
i know you'd never hurt me
and that you'll always care.

and maybe im just writing this
because i need to hear your voice
thinking this will pull you towards me
i know thats not my choice.

it hurts when i can't trust
but i swear its really not you
its my own stupid baggage i tow
that keeps me from trusting too.

no. i know you'd never hurt me
but im just so attached.
why can't i speak my mind clearly?
and have you understand that! ?