I Hate Her....................... Poem by Lost Poet

I hate her

“I hate her! ! ! ”
By the sea I saw her stand all alone,
I saw my fade shadow next to her.
What was I whispering to her?
I wish I knew me better,

My memories are fading, as I am dying,
My memories are fading, but why is that sweet heart,
I still have her memories, bright all night, safe apart,
Did I ever love her? Can I hate her?

Could I ever kiss her lips for one last time,
But I know, such a dream is a crime.
Even today, with my eyes closed,
I feel her next to me, I feel her breath.
Wish I could hold her close, read her eyes.
Would I be able to? Have I ever been able to?
But today I swear my eyes would say,
“I hate you”, won’t it?

Didn’t she know I betrayed me,
Didn’t she know?
She is a gift of god, an angel,
She should be loved and cared.
Who is the one for her?
Who is the one to be loved by her?
But why is that I hate her… I hate her! !

When did I see her first?
When did I see her last?
Days, weeks, months have past,
Did I forget her? I wonder if I ever be able to?
But I should “I hate her”
...................................................ARISH