I Hate You Ardimus Poem by Ardimus Caldwell

I hate you Ardimus
how those lips came to those words
that once upon a time when played backwards
said 'i love you Ardimus'
those lips that kissed me ever so softly
that i believe in you
you believe in me
we believe in each other type kiss
that wear my heart on my shirt because i want the world to see how i feel type kiss
how giggles shared between young lovers turned smiles into a basket of roses
beautiful and pure
forming the perfert blend of raw emotions
dripping onto our hands melting us together
hearing those same lips whisper in my ear 'never let me go Ardimus'
how time spent on the phone
countless minutes calling just to fall silent after hello
saying 'are you still there Ardimus'
yes but i'm tired so lets go to sleep because it's late
but i don't wana get off the phone
'ok, i think that's sweet Ardimus'
how your noise frowned up to me when i did something wrong
how another bed felt just like home
sheets kissing my neck biting my ear
i should've picked up to first warning but i didn't
and now how you must've been push too far for me to catch you
clipped of your wings and fell you hard
into the nights that i wasn't there
the lonely conversations i was to busy for
one morning i swear to you
i heard those lips utter something like 'where are you Ardimus,
i need you right now'
as my daydreams turned to nightmares
as those words bounce off these walls piercing dearest memories
killing them
that perfect smile of roses died in the coldest part in my chest
in place of where my heart use to be was a valley of dying roes
those eye's stayed closed leaving me in the dark
they were the light to my world
but you didn't care
the only time you had to spare for me was spent
saying ' i hate you Ardimus'
when really the story was backwards
you were in my shoses and
i seen it through your eyes
you as me and me as you
now i understand why those lips say 'i hate you Ardimus'
they really meant 'i'm sorry Ardimus, for cheating on you'