As I sit here on my bed,
I have been thinking about what I said,
about that I wanted to be dead,
but now things changed,
I'm not anymore deranged,
I have been thinking,
I'm not sinking,
now lets see what happens in this life of mine,
its just the right time,
I am getting older every year,
and sometimes I fun and drink beer,
these years are going by so fast,
I just wish they would last,
I guess I'm going to have to fight,
lets see if this is right,
I have to find a way,
through this life everyday,
how could I hurt myslef so,
I really need to know,
I need to get out of this dark hole,
what am I going to do,
am I going to make it through? ,
I sure hope I do,
I'm going to have to see,
I'm not just letting this be,
I know I will be going through way more,
I just have to open the door,
and be strong,
I know thats right not wrong,
I'm hoping this will all work out,
lets just see what it will all be about.
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