I Have Found Myself Poem by LoKis White

I have found myself; have you found yourself
A week after the break up you tried replacing me with one else
I searched for answer; you claimed you don't like to be alone
You won't talk to me at all not even over the phone
You start dating him telling everyone you were over me
When I found out emptiness stood where my heart use to be
It took me months to move on and to get over you
I was lonely I also felt pain what could I do
You were over me and you showed it with him acting like a new kid
I stood in a dark room asking JAH over and over what I did
I didn't know if I should I prayed, cried or hide I did all of the above
I didn't want anyone to know I lost my true love
You didn't care you were enjoying your time of a single life
While I looked in the mirror in my heart still laid the knife
I couldn't eat; I couldn't sleep I couldn't do anything all
The only thing I could do was fall on my knees and crawl
Six months pass JAH must have heard my prayer and cry
I was able to stand like a man I found the answer to why
The pain left minute by minute it left day by day
I finally I saw you and you had one thing to say
You told me you were happy and this is who you want to be with
I still felt the pain but I wasn't going back to that dark pit
I stayed away like you asked me to do we are no more
That the reason why I shocked when you came knocking at my door
You told me you miss all so much you wanted to hear my voice
I looked in your eyes and said thought you made your choice
You said you are still with him but you missed my touch
You started to leave but I stop you my broken heart love you so much
You said you didn't want to come back because things were not right
You‘ll get yourself together then maybe you can come back and be my wife
I heard your word I pray they are true
My heart can't take another heartbreak even from you
I can wait if you are for real
No more lies or pipe dreams be truthful about how you feel
If we are not to be I understand what we must I must do
I found myself I hope you soon will do that too