I Just Cant Explain It Poem by erin ford

I just cant explain it.What was it that made me love you so?
Was it your eyes? That were as bright as the moon.
Was it your lips? They were true bliss.
Or was it your touch that I loved so much?
I would lay awake at night, thinking if you ever saw my heart.
Cause if you did you would have saw my weakness for you.
I longed for you to be mine.
But time after time I was always in the back of the line for the chance to be with you.
I just couldnt be with you unless I knew that you were mine and only mine.
I would not have been able to bare the hateful glare that you had when you were mad.
I am sad and a little glad that did not make you mine.
Cause i could not bare the pain if you were taken away from me.