I'll Never Forget Poem by Joshua Hillard

I'll never forget your name,
Or knowing you are in my blood line,
You once passed as a child,
But as a brother you'll always be mine,

I'll never forget what she said,
To know we almost died the same way,
Just knowing it could've been the four of us,
Living in our struggles day after day,

Why God would take you so early,
Is a question I will never find,
Do we blame life or do we blame our dad?
For what he did will never leave my mind,

There's not much I have been told about you,
Considering you weren't here long enough,
But one thing is I am grateful you're in heaven,
To escape in a world so tough,

I'll never forget you as my sibling,
I yearn to know what you would've been,
If you never were set on your belly,
I know you would've been my greatest friend,

But now you sit in Eden's Garden,
Patiently awaiting a new life to emerge,
As you spend every day with our grandma,
I only wish it was time I could reverse,

I know one day I will be right there,
To finally look you in your eyes,
Tell you I love you and missed you brother,
And together we'll form the stars in the sky.