I Love Poem by Jess Terry

I love,
I love his smile,
his laugh,
his eyes,
his face,
I love everyhting about him,
I love the way he looks at things,
but he never sees ME
the real me,
not some image
not a thing people have made me out to be,
the real me,
No, he doesnt see me,
he sees what everyone else sees,
I trusted him,
he hurt me,
but not with punches or kicks,
he hurt me much deeper,
way deeper than any cut or bruise,
he broke my heart,
not knowing,
not caring,
he hurt me so bad,
broke my heart,
shattered it to a million bijillion pieces,
but i still love him,
even after heartbreak,
his smile still warms my heart,
broken as it lay,
But its time for me to move on,
to leave my feelings behind,
sew my heart back together,
pick up the pieces and move on,
to a better life,
a better place,
but i will never be free of the heartbreak,
the heartbreak he left me,
heartbreaks still to come,
history does repeat itself