I'M Afraid' Poem by seema gupta

I'm afraid'

I know.........
He does not wait for my letter
he is not concerned with my pain,
my innocent word does not amuse him
he does not remember my words even
my dream does not make him awake
he does not waste his moments in my memories
my tears does not make him cry
he does not love me at all
none of my sound startled him
as he does not wait for me
But I'm scared of that moment
When he returns to consciousness
he wil not able to pass through
the overflowing strom of repentance

I'm afraid.... just for that one moment