I Need Scars Poem by ESPN CHICK

How I want to cut so bad
Just to feel the pain
And to see crimson blood

I know I must stay away
But it sounds so good
These thoughts keep lingering in my head

I don't know what to do
All these thoughts are taking over me
But what will one or two little scars do

They won't hurt anyone
And so what if they do
I need the scars

I need to feel alive once again
I'm so far away from paradise
So far away from being whole

I need something in my life
And thats the only thing that will soothe me
Nothing and no oen will ever be able to make me feel alive to make me feel whole

Just a scar or two then I'm threw
It's an old addiction creeping slowly back into my life
I just need to feel alive

Everyone ignores the screams
They ignore the broken smiles
And they see threw the lies

I don't care if the scars are there
They tell a story that only I know
I want scars forever and always because thats the only thing that soothes my soul

May 31,2008