I Need To Fly Poem by Sweta Leena Panda

I have an urgent need to fly
to spread my wings and soar
I wanna free myself from all sorts of haters & depressions
this is my poem which comes from my soul
I wanna stay forever upward, to the sky,
My aim is to meet the God
I have lots of complain before him
Why he made me like this
What's my fault?
Then why he is giving me pain
Sometimes I wanna fly like birds
& free my heart from all sorts of complicated things
Which makes me more depress every time?
Often I confuse what to do & what's not
Most of the time my heart says give up
Most of the time I wanna quit for forever
I can't bear this complicated world
I am not fit for survive
sometimes I wanna kiss this world
& wanna say goodbye to all
There's nothing said that can regress
I have an urgent need to fly
As I have many thing to say to my almighty god

Can a person exist alone?
Can you live a life without smile?
Can you live like stone?
Can you live like prison?
Sorry, I can't live such life
That's why I wanna fly
I don't wanna live as human
That also as a girl
Which is my great negative point?
Sometimes I feel life is like a pool of tear
sometimes I become crazy
Sometimes I wanna free myself to do the things
What I actually want most
Sometimes I feel
I lost myself within this sophisticated world
Where lost and lonely spirits cry,
Where dark and stormy clouds retain,
I have a lots of question to ask
That's why I have an urgent need to fly


A heart full sorrow inside my heart
Lots of questions I wanna ask
I lost myself within this crazy world
I wanna wake up
I wanna fly
I want freedom
I wanna make my world beautiful
I wanna make myself free from all sorts of hates & complicated world
I can't tolerate it
That's why I never wanna take birth further as a human
No! Sometimes I ask my God
How much my time left to stay in this world?
I wanna leave as soon as possible
I wanna live a peaceful life
So I don't wanna be a human further
Oh god can you hear me now
What I am saying
I have lots of pain in my heart
Which I wanna share with You
That's why I have an urgent need to fly