I Need To Get Away Poem by ESPN CHICK

I wish I could get away
Find a place other than here
This place has nothing but pain to offer
Pain is not what I need right now

I need to get away
For maybe a week or more
I don't need to cry anymore
I don't need this pain

I've taken all I can take
And now I want to do is punch the wall
This pain just doesn't wanna leave
I can't handle it anymore

Its all inside of me
All this pain balled up
I'm crying and can't stop
Wanting the suicide thoughts to fade

Everything I've been through
I thought I killed it
But it keeps coming back
I don't know what to do

I need to get away
Cause I don't feel like staying here
I'm afraid of harming myself again
Cause I just can't handle this anymore

October 15,2007